comicon was interesting... the book looks great. i have a couple pics of costumes to post including an Elvis Stormtrooper. the "vampire" party afterwards was not fun. we got there late, i drank too much too fast and had a very bad evening. decided that i don't want to do this anymore. i say it all the time and maybe one day i'll actually follow through. addictions are hard to kick and i don't just mean alcohol and drugs.

trying to put an end to situations in my life that cause me pain. i have enough pain in my life, i don't need any more.

i used to think that the suffering was worth the moments of beauty and inspiration, but i'm questioning that line of thinking these days. another addiction...

tomorrow - mtg re: my film, "The Bicycle People". i'm really excited about making it a reality