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Tuesday, July 7th, 2009
11:00 pm	CCBill, i hate you i got another letter from CCBill about things they find offensive on my site. Anything dealing with "Abducting Julie" has to go or be renamed. They're telling me to edit my trailer and remove the chloroforming scene which i refuse to do. that's a big selling point of the video. How is putting a piece of cloth over someone's mouth and PRETENDING that they are going out more offensive than things that are actually physically dangerous like double anal and double vag scenes? my management co is going to be doing some work on my site and i'd be THRILLED if changing my billing system ends up being one of the changes. it's so ridiculous to me that CCBill nitpicks and harasses the same people they're happy to make money off of. i'm tired of having to remove content that i like and think is hot because some uptight asshole doesn't like to see women being choked, depictions of breathplay, and whatever else crawls up their ass that week. It offends ME to be harassed about things that I am personally into. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
4:48 pm	last day in LA for a while i've never been sad about leaving LA until today. today was hard but i have shoots in St Louis, Miami, Arkansas and Memphis before bringing all of my stuff over and ending another chapter of my life. i spent much of my last day waiting around. the producer forgot to sign my check for the shoot on Sunday. i wasn't mad, i accidentally did the same thing to someone a while ago, but it still sucked. i renewed my AIM test and got a honey and milk pedicure which was quite nice. i thoroughly enjoy most things foot-related. the place i went to was primarily a foot spa, they have all different types including a pink champagne and roses pedicure which i will have to try at some point. I took all of my latex to Zenova's so it doesn't melt while i am away and we hung out for a bit. I ripped the pants SLYX had just altered for me so they fit perfectly on Sat. it pains me whenever i rip latex. i wonder if the heat was a contributing factor. I love Z. I can't wait until she sees how big Alastair has gotten (if you recall, she's the one who rescued him and gave him to me. She often would babysit him when i went out of town). I have missed my little boy on this trip. later i went to one of my fav strip clubs with a date. he's pretty rad. he seems to be ok with what i do for a living, treats me with respect and doesn't let me pay for anything. he's fun and fun is what i've been missing in my life lately. Ms Genevieve introduced us. She surrounds herself with really cool and interesting people, Domina Shannon is another person I met through her, so I'm not surprised. this morning i picked up the rest of the score for "Vicious Vixxxens VI : Asphyxiating Ariel", had lunch with a friend and a super short meeting with my manager who is getting my DVDs in those automatic rental machines. I'll find out more details later, but it sounds pretty cool. I've only seen the ones at Wal-Mart, i didn't know there was a porno version. On a layover right now in Phoenix, I won't be getting in to St Louis until around midnight. Hoping to get some shut eye on the plane. Tomorrow I'm shooting then heading home for 14 hrs to take care of some things. I haven't slept in my own bed since June 1st. Tomorrow night is going to be amazing. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 6th, 2009
9:03 am	the weekend after my daytime date on Saturday i would have been perfectly content to stay in for the night, but the Bondage Ball was happening and i wanted to go. plus, Godhead was playing and i haven't seen those guys in a while. even though i don't like their new music as much as the old stuff, i love seeing them play. they wrote one of their albums in my condo in DC, one of the members is an ex of mine and was the reason for my 1st trip to LA (when they were in town recording). i've known them for 12 years now. it was a homecoming of sorts, even though our home towns are on the other side of the country. Aiden Starr came out which was nice. I don't get to hang out with her enough. She seems to be happy and is doing well. One thing that sucked about the event was having to watch other people play and not being able to take part. Master Liam looked so sexy in his military uniform and when he whipped out his single tails, i was soooo envious of his pretty new slavegirl. But, i had a shoot the next day so no playtime for me. My call time on Sunday was 11am. There were 6 girls in the shoot. the only one's name i can remember is Vannah Sterling, a GORGEOUS curvy Eva Longoria lookalike, but prettier. All the girls were really nice and beautiful. Lots of big boobs and big asses, I was happy :) The plot of the movie was the Vannah was served with divorce papers so being good friends, we went over to her house, armed with sex toys, to try and cheer her up. Where can i get friends like that?!! Vannah resists at first, but once she sees how much fun we're all having she dives in. At one point one of the girls decides what we all really need is some real dick. So she gets the neighbors to come over and the orgy began. At first it was a little overwhelming, not because the orgy situation is new to me, but because i was nervous with it being only my 2nd xxx movie. Once I had a cock to play with I was fine. It was a really fun shoot. I played with girls, guys, it was awesome. One of the guys was from DC and we had really great chemistry. i wish i could remember his name because he was really great and a cool person. Usually i think oral by a guy in a porno is a waste of a perfectly good cock but this guy knew what he was doing. I can count the number of times i've gotten off from oral sex on one hand. it's not usually my thing; i want to get to the fucking, but he got me good. At the end of the day my legs were shaking. I am truly loving this new line of work. After the shoot i had to deal with some rental car bs. they would not let me keep the same car. the clerk made me go up and down the stairs, then outside and back in, and was a huge pain in the ass all around. he did a pretty good job of destroying some of the afterglow and got a thorough bitching out from me. even the guy who checked my car in said it was ridiculous and there was no reason why i had to get a different car. i ended my weekend by having dinner with the lovely Mistress Genevieve. today's shoot is apparently flaking since I haven't gotten a call time or location details yet, so i'm packing, renewing my AIM test, doing a session, then going on a 2nd date. i want to hit a strip club before i leave town. few things make me as happy and seeing boobs dancing on a stage in front of me :) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 5th, 2009
11:10 pm	lots to report but i think my brain was literally fucked right out of my head today. 6 girls, 4 guys in today's shoot. all the girls were beautiful, curvy and mad cool. tomorrow i have another xxx shoot, then a spanking session. i can't believe i'm leaving in less than 48 hrs. will write more later when brain recovers. (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 4th, 2009
6:54 pm	the date i haven't been on a date in at least 3 years. the last one was with my la ex at Bossa Nova on Sunset. i met this guy over a year ago in a scandalous bathroom encounter at a nightclub. he's pursued me many times since but i wasn't into it. i called up a mutual friend and told her i needed a distraction of the male persuasion and he called. we went to a barbeque today and had a wonderful time. his friends are great and he's a lot of fun. it's the little things -opening doors, paying for my drink, grabbing me and kissing me in the car in the parking lot, etc. i am often the aggressor sexually which is something i don't always enjoy; it makes me feel like the other person is humoring me. it's nice to go out and feel wanted and have fun. i'm seeing him again monday night. Current Mood: mmm the afterglow (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 3rd, 2009
11:15 pm	Site Update         Just added to the members' section, a set shot by Assume the Postion. Samantha lubes up my latex dress, then I inspect her and spank her.         I then cane her with a rug beater and my personal thin wooden cane. Includes seamed stockings and 6" stiletto heels. The video clip is from "The Price of Vanity" and has Laura nude and barefoot in a standing tie, with a knotted cleave gag between her lips.         The 2nd set features Ashley Renee topless in stockings. She's bound and cleave-gagged, then is given several forced orgasms with the hitachi magic wand. This scene is in the DVD "Babes in Bondage 2"         Julie Simone (3 Comments |Comment on this)
4:47 pm	i'm having a hard time being productive today. this morning's fight is really affecting me. i was talking to a friend earlier and broke down. i wish i could get out of this funk. in general things are really good, in many ways they're better than they've ever been. this one dark cloud seems to be overshadowing everything else today, though. maybe i'll go hiking once it cools down, that often clears my head. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
12:41 pm	blah blah blah i was supposed to shoot today but the company flaked. i didn't have any info late in the evening, so i figured that it would be fine to go out for a few drinks and luckily it was. yesterday consisted of a go see for a shoot on Sunday, meeting with my mgmt company, shooting a couple sets of Samantha Grace, taking her up to RudeTV and introducing her to the folks there, going to an acoustic show in a coffee shop (i burned my tongue!), and hanging out with a friend. there is this phenomena that happens with females where their cycles will align or come close to it. Mistress Genevieve pushed my cycle up by a week and a half, which just isn't fair. why is there no male equivalent? wouldn't it be awesome if one guy got a stiffy then all the men around him would get one too? ok, maybe i'm the only one who thinks this would be awesome :) i had a rather productive though unpleasant talk with my ex that ended in him telling me to focus my energy on other things. he couldn't tell me he was over me or that he was in love with this new chick. he had the nerve to call me selfish for trying to get him back. i don't think it's selfish, just stupid. he would never approve of the the work i'm doing now, even though i will finally be making money and money is very important to him. money has never been important to me. as long as i have everything i need, i'm fine. i'm not a materialistic person who is caught up in having fancy cars, etc.. i don't know why i wanted to put myself through that again. a lot of that relationship was amazing, but a lot of it was fucking horrible. i don't need to be with someone as critical and negative as he was. i can't handle it and i shouldn't have to. i'm finally doing what i've wanted to do for years and it's nice to not have anyone giving me shit about it. in various work circles i've been made to feel fat. when i go into these production offices they go crazy for my big butt, which is awesome. there is a market for women who aren't stick figure little girls and i'm thrilled to be in with the right people finally. i toyed with the idea of being celibate except on-camera sex, but i think what i need is a couple lovers to occupy my time, to help me move on. the trick is keeping an emotional distance and not falling for anyone. i would really like to have a girlfriend or a female submissive. i'm not sure how one goes about finding one... you'd think being who i am i'd have a flock of them ! i got my flight info for Miami. i won't be home until July 14th! this has been the longest road trip ever. a part of me wishes i didn't have to go back to Missouri at all, but it will be nice to sleep in a bed again rather than on the floor which is what i've been doing... (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
3:26 pm	"Abducting Julie" is on the charts!! "Abducting Julie" is #24 on the specialty charts this month!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
12:32 am	i am loving living in the valley. everything is so much more convenient from going to studios, to simple every day tasks. i was on rudetv today and i didn't have to deal with any traffic. usually a 5:45pm call time is sheer hell and means sitting in traffic for at least an hour. i left my place at 5:25 and got there on time, no stress. i am loving my new manager. he took me to a bunch of producers yesterday and i have a shoot booked thurs and 2 in Miami shortly after i get back to Mo. we're restructuring my company and i'll be handing over a lot of the responsibilities that i don't enjoy doing and ones i don't do a good job on like marketing, accounting, and more. we will at some point be working on the functionality of my site so it's more user-friendly. i will be increasing the # of dvds i put out and covering a broader spectrum. there are lots of new and big changes coming my way which i'm really excited about. i had a really nice session tonight. i enjoy many types of sessions and think protocol definitely has its place in certain types of scenes. sometimes it's really nice to have a casual session where no one is playing out a role and it's just two people who like the same things and engage in that activity together. tomorrow -tanning, nails, and a session that includes latex worship, smoking, trampling, boot and foot worship and more. it's going to be awesome. i'm really enjoying my sessions in LA. it's so much better being independent (vs working in a dungeon) and only taking sessions that i'm interested in doing when it's convenient for me. it makes everything so much more enjoyable. -Julie Simone (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 30th, 2009
2:30 pm	RudeTV.com tonight! check me out on RudeTV.com from 6-8pm PST with Mark Davis tonight! Julie Simone (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 27th, 2009
10:59 pm	Site Update        Just added to the members' section : 80 pics shot by the folks at RubberandBondage.com, a site coming soon! I'm in a latex hood, dress, and 6" stilettos. I'm put in a metal collar with wrist restraints by my male captor, who looks like an ex of mine, only shorter and not german.        A spreader bar makes things far more difficult and he brings out the paint stirrers to inflict some stinging sensations on my breasts and the tender flesh of my inner thighs. The video clip is from "Abducting Julie" and has me face down on the bed. Hot wax is poured on me and then flogged off. I wasn't able to get the proper type of wax for this scene so i ended up just using whatever I could find. BIG mistake. that wax was super hot, even when it was congealing. I'm just glad I was the model for this scene.        The 2nd photo set is one i shot and rigged of Alsana Sin. One of the pics from this set was published in "Secret" Magazine years ago. The set features foot and hand bondage.        (4 Comments |Comment on this)
12:36 am	1st night... tonight is the first night in my new place. i borrowed an air mattress from Zenova and am camping out here until i go back to Missouri July 7th to do a few shoots and pack my stuff. it's a bit weird being here with no furniture. there are lots of things i'm tempted to get like curtains, but i have plenty in Mo. i just have to be patient. right now i'm using gag scarves to cover the windows! one of the windows is pretty big, so they don't come close to covering it, but it'll be ok for now. a headscarf is covering the front window. i'm amazed at how much different/better this place is starting to look. i've spent a lot of time on it and there's still so much to do. the faux copper finish i did over a mango base coat in the bathroom looks amazing. one of the things i love about being in LA is spending time with Zenova. she inspires me and teaches me how to do new things all the time. i never would have had the courage to try faux finishing had she not told me how to do it and gone with me to make sure i got the right supplies. it's weird being in LA w/o a certain someone. it's something i'll have to get used to. i've been thinking about getting a cute little submissive girlfriend to keep me company. i haven't dated a girl in a really long time, i think it would be a nice change of pace. the update is nearly done but i am waay too tired to write code now and i need to get to bed. i have a meeting with a prospective manager in the morning and then a session. i'm getting back in touch with my Dominant side this week which has been nice. my session friday was short, but sweet. i've been surprised at the response i've gotten to the one ad i ran. it's exciting that people know who i am and that some of my old clients from the Den are re-booking after all this time. look for an update tomorrow night or Sunday at the latest. julie ps can someone explain how to make my twitter tweets show up in my LJ? i looked at the loudtwitter site but couldn't figure it out... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 25th, 2009
12:35 pm	pic! -Cage of the Soul (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 24th, 2009
2:04 pm	SocietySM.com i'm this week's update on Society Sm. The Pope flogged me, used a dildo with electricity (a 1st for me), did a zipper that made me scream one of the loudest screams i've ever screamed, put me in a gorgeous and difficult suspension that had one of my legs up w/ the other one frog tied, forced orgasms and more. this shoot has a much different dynamic than the one with Master Liam for Strict Restraint.com, in which I was more sassy. Somehow i didn't think i could get away with being bratty. he was more intimidating to me, probably because i don't know him like I do ML. so, for the most part i did what i was told and submitted. Julie Simone (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 23rd, 2009
9:23 pm	frustrating day yet some peace was obtained today's been one of those days where i felt as if i was running around in cirlces but not getting anything done. i wanted to join a gym near my new place so i can get back to working out. i feel so sluggish and i hate it. i'm also better able to concentrate/focus when i'm working out. my mind doesn't wander as much... the 1st place i checked out had no weights and really random hours -they were closed for 3 hrs in the middle of the day and closed on Sundays. all the equipment they had was arranged in a circle with what looked like spring squares in between them, to create some sort of circuit. i called another female only gym but they had wacky hours, too. i think i'll just go back to LA Fitness, my gym the last time I lived here. i was wanting an all girl gym, but it's not looking like it's going to work out. the living room is painted! the office is painted. the bathroom is a work in progress, i'm thinking about adding some custom paint effects to it since the color didn't come out as i thought it would... this house has ended up being a LOT more work than i anticipated but it's coming along. i wish i had some help or at least people to amuse me while i work to make the time pass faster. i tried to find carpet for my new place but got nowhere. i had no idea how expensive/complicated buying carpet is. hopefully tomorrow will be better. i'm getting a bit impatient and want everything to be done already!! i had a really good conversation today which left me feeling at peace with a certain situation. nothing is different, but the fact that for once he was open and honest with me made me feel really good, even if i didn't like everything he was saying. i keep trying to cut this person out of my life but somehow i can't. i recognize that i can't make things be different. either things will work themselves out or they won't. i've finally given up trying to control the situation. it's not a move of defeat, it's a realization that this is not something i need to be focusing on, this is not something within my power to change... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
11:30 pm	it's been a long day. working on the new place. i was hoping to have it done today, but no dice. maybe tomorrow. i have to get in to a gym, i feel like such a slug right now. painting is physical but nothing compares to the treadmill. i took Zenova out last night to a comedy show which was fun. another friend of mine met us there then took us to a pirate bar in downtown LA. i was hoping the staff would have on pirate outfits, maybe an eyepatch or a low cut bust baring ruffled shirt for the ladies, but they had regular clothes on :( an indie band was playing; they looked like they were still in high school! it reminded me of seeing bands in DC at the Black Cat. i won't be in DC again until Sept, it seems so far away. (Comment on this)
8:50 am	why in the hell am i wide awake at 8:30 in the morning? i'm not shooting today, there's no reason at all for me to be awake. grrrr (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 21st, 2009
4:19 am	best party ever i almost left shortly after i got there. my ex's new girlfriend was introduced to me, but it ended up being an awesome night. at one point a newbie was caught in a train that included me, krissy, and alice white. i finally talked Master Liam into single-tailing me. Krissy came close to offer moral support and molesting. At one point ML was caning us both --hot hot hot!! my night ended with Krissy's clit in my mouth, a scandalous encounter with ML's son, the g/f and i having a civil exchange, Mark Davis choking me after I proved my slapping skills, and more. I made amends with someone i've had a feud with for far too long and had a great talk w/Mistress Nicolette, who saw my decline from my last relationship first hand. it was nice that she could see that it was a result of an unhealthy relationship rather than thinking that was actually me/who i am. Swinger parties are way more fun when you're single and can do whatever you want vs having to police your man... much much better. What an awesome party. I can't fucking wait to be back in LA permanently. Tonight's awesomeness totally erases the drama i've had to deal with today w.the ex, my window, the police, and my angry parents. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 20th, 2009
11:30 am	me on StrictRestraint.com i'm on Strict Restraint.com this week. Master Liam flogged me, caned my feet, put me through an endurance test, made me cry from electro torture, gave me several forced orgasms, but he couldn't make me say "mercy". Check it out! Julie Simone (2 Comments |Comment on this)